The Truth

(The views of a Husband)

When I shift to the right... I think of you. When I shift to the left... I think of her. My side of the bed is always cold since I've been with her. I no longer get to feel your tenderness. Our circle of trust has been broken... and you say that it can't be repaired. I saw the papers on the night stand and it took my breath away. Now I finally see how much I have hurt you... which is my deepest regret. I turn to the right again, only to see the back of you... a place I never wanted to be. My selfishness has driven you away, that I can not deny. She was just an addiction... that was oh so hard to break. Like alcohol... More like Heroin... a fix that I couldn't wait to take. Sweetheart, you are my rehab...Without you I am nothing. Just another addict lost amongst others. I place my arm around you, instantly feeling warmth. You snuggle against me... allowing my breathing to fall in sync with yours. I love you baby... I am so sorry... And I give you my word that you will no longer have to deal with that whore.

-HC Abiona