State of Mind (Pt.21)

I've always thought I was a patient person.

I am not.

I've always thought I was an affectionate person.

I am not.

I've always wanted to be a happy person.

Sadly... I am not.

Society has stripped away all the false layers, revealing my character.

A wounded beast gasping for air.

A raging bitch dying for the attention of others.

A person wanting to please everyone...

Even when they walk all over me.

How do I change from being this person?

How can I make myself better?

It's a question that will never get answered if I keep shutting out a solution.